Thursday, 31 December 2009

i haven't wrote in a while

im just a bit lazy.
too much has happend.
too much crying.
too many faults.

Argh.
WHAT NOW?

Saturday, 19 December 2009

love the lyrics reminds me of you

Skillet-Last night
You come to me with scars on your wrist

You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this
I just came to say goodbye
I didn't want you to see me cry, I'm fine
But I know it's a lie

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything You need me to be

Friday, 18 December 2009

i dont think i care anymore.

i dont want to make it seem like i care.
when i really do.

i dont care what you think of me
i know who i am
and nothing you can say will change that
its just
sometimes
arguments
can get out of hand
and your best friend turn against you
and your parents tell you that they hate you.
people hurt themselves
and people dont like the stuff you like
that's life get over it
i wish i could listen to myself and take my advice
i wish i could shrug it off
i do but its hard.
you know
when you feel your alone
ad life cant get any worse
well it can
you just need to realize
there is more to life than what you think.
i love the way you talk to me,
make it seem like you care.
but we both know
its an act.

a stupid act
just waiting
for you
to break out.
and throw a chair.
:l


i dont know what to write anymore
i dont know what to do anymore
i just honestly
dont care anymore.

Wednesday, 16 December 2009

I was bored in science and wrote this.

-gets it out of bag.
-Starts Typing.

its not until then you realise
your true feelings for someone
i choose to tell you i love you
and you chose to accept my
love and give me alot of your
love in return. now im complete.

Love,
it hits you hard.

Music is in my mind body and soal

life is like a song

and you fake a smile for
those to see, so they wont
make a fuss over you and
pretend they care even tho
you know they dont

i hate two faced people.
sure the truth hurts
but lies hurt more.

i have said what i have to say
so whats your excuse now?

dont worry.
i dont care what you think
(tho inside i do a bit.)

i want to hold your hand forever kay? ^D^


One.
Two
Many
times.

Tuesday, 15 December 2009

Saturday, 12 December 2009

Its Strange Right,

i know i've never met you,
i know i've never seen you face to face,

Loving You Hurts,
only cause your not here to love

-Cry

ERGH :@

<333

just in case they're wondering
they've got us pinned terribly
they don't believe our love is real
cause they don't know how real love feels
you should know, its true, just now the part about my
love for you and how my hearts about to
bust into the thousand pieces so it
must be true and they'll believe us too soon
they may say some awful things
but there's not point in listening
your words are the only words
that I believe in afterwards baby,
its fact our love is truethe way black is black and blue is just blue
my love is true, its a matter of factand you love me too, its as simple as that

Friday, 11 December 2009

And Then You Realise Things.

Sometimes, things make you think.
About what your about,
What Your Worth,
Why Your Here.

and when you think about them things,
you waste moments,
moments you will never get back.

ever (:

Wednesday, 9 December 2009

Sunday, 6 December 2009

Sorry, but its TRUE.

At Least is the truth.
My Love life, = Fucked up Mhm.

i HATE it when i say, ' i love you' and you say 'ily2' that there
means NOTHING to me. makes me think you dont love me.
its not hard to write, i love you too, is it?
being in love isnt ment to be hard.
someone said ' shes worth the wait' so i wasn't?
some people confuse me and act different
to the way you want them to,
so face it, you cant be spoilt, but if you not happy leave it?


Saturday, 5 December 2009

This is me.

This is me. All of those things people places and ideas create me. build me into an individual, who are you. im tayler Hart-Bryan and no one will ever change that (:

Monday, 30 November 2009

Blogging,

People Say
SHIT
When Your Inlove,
Everything You do,
and every song you listen to.
makes you think of them.

EVERYTHING.
love is powerful, and it takes over your mind.
it kills you inside once its gone.
you will miss it at first but
then eventually you will move on.
But It Kills Me Knowing That One Day, You Might Hate Me.
because eventually everyone dislikes or hates you?
isnt that right.
instead of doing my project i did this.
cause this isnt boring.
i know i should go to bed.
but i really dont want to, because i know
that tomorrow is another day.
another day closer to loosing you.
and if i loose you

ill have nothing.

my secret is i love you.
who am i on about,
this person will never EVER know.
everyone else will,
but you wont..

id do anything to make you happy.
and give my life for yours.
id hold your hand even if it meant forever

and im not scared of growing old if im with you.

sure im scared of getting old.
but isnt everyone.
death scares me too.
i mean what happens.
god i thought i was fine.
if i believe in god.
then i will go to heaven.

ill never give up.
never give up on you.
never give up on anything.
unless its trying to blow o ut the candles on one of them cakes
that you cant blow out.
ACTUALLY i wont give up.
and apparently alls fair in love and war.
but thats just silly.
its like falling in love with an object.
you cant ever love and object as much as you love a person
am i right? or not?

no one reads this.
i know this cause
i said so (:
thats why
so technically i could say anything about you.
but you would think of me as just your 'friend'
but we will never be more than that will we?

i cant help but go onto the subject of love :#

its just confusing
but then again so's life

GET OVER IT
you cant turn back time.
and there is no such thing as time travel

so we cant change anything we have ever done.


live life to the full


Hacked by Charliee <3

To Tayler, 
 
Hi, Hello, it's your besticle here.. 
I know we've had our ups and down, but we've always stayed bestfriends...
You're with Rachel doing something and Alex is annoying Ellie LOL

Sorry for anything, thank you for everything :)

I love you xxxxx

Wednesday, 25 November 2009

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Sunday, 22 November 2009

Im Tayler.

today i realized i am the girl he loved

and shes the girl he loves.
shes perfect for him. just like i was.
she is one lucky girl.
and hes one lucky guy.
and im over it.
thats just the way things go,
you have to get over things to accomplish things.

I know ill be sad for a while, but Ive already been through that.
so i guess this is it, ill never write about him again, and i wont
ever let any one person hurt me ever again <3

its gonna talk a lot of time and patience.
just soak up all the tears you have ever cried, and
turn away. look for someone new.
sure your gonna get hurt again, but
everyone has to move on sometime,

Saturday, 21 November 2009

It Was All False Love And Affection.
You Say 'i still love you'
but we both know that's not true.
or maybe you do, then again,
maybe not. i could keep thinking about
why you don't love me,
make up some reasons.
but the truth is,
you never will,
when you made plans.
I believed you. why did i do that to my self?

i guess i just dont living in the real world
i never will

i Can Feel The Colours Running.

i have found, that in all situations,
everything ends the same way.
i know, you will never love me.
and it will always be that way,
i have loads of love, just not from you.
that kills me.
cuts me deep.

Thursday, 19 November 2009

Finders Keepers The Whole Thing Is A Lie.

Don't be shy. You can take another piece of me. Everyone else already has.


You Can Move On With Your Own Life,
I'm Gonna Leave Mine Behind And Make Everything better [:
And No I'm Not Lying. im seriously doing it,

im finding myself. Not Loosing Myself.
You don't get a say in what i choose to do.


Saturday, 14 November 2009

<3333

'Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.'


'I watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,'

Saturday, 7 November 2009

Monday, 2 November 2009

I want to Be With No One But You.(Matt) <33

i LOVE you.

3 words.
8 Letters.
2 people.
1 meaning.

and 5 Reasons.
Why You Make Me Feel This Way.

1. YouAlwaysKnowWhatToSay.
2. YouMakeMeSmlieSoEasily.
3. YouCallMeBeautiful.EvenThoIDontLookIt.
3.1/2. YouAreBeautifulAndSexy.
4. ICanTelYouAnything.AndYouWontMakeFunOfMe,YouListenAndHelp.
4.1/2. WhenImSadIthinkOfYouAndAllICanDoIsSmile.
5. YouAreEverythingIWantAndMore.

Sunday, 1 November 2009

Im 14 Right?

And Yet. I Have Planned Out all My Future. Kinda
But i don't want it to be planned.
i best start unplanning right?
and for a 14 year old i sure have
fallen in love wayy to many times.

Thursday, 29 October 2009

Need I Say Your Names

ok i know i fall in love to easily.
and i know i fall in love with more than one person at a time.
And YES. i think i do know that its never bound to happen.
and im only gonna get hurt.
and im stupid.
But i cant help the feeling off being inlove.

and im scared.
Truth is.
its my past that has lead me to feel this way.


i hate it when she says 'you wont'
and when i cant talk to her about the people online.
and when ... (more things)

Get over it.
mOVE ON
i keep being told.
HOW CAN I MOVE ON.
if the only thing i have believed in was you.


i know i can seem ungreatful too al the love im getting.
i just wish you didnt live so far away from me.
its killing me inside.
tearing up my heart
ripping it into tiny shards of glass.
so small yet so sharp.


So yeah i suffer from depression,.
So yeah i bleed.
SO YEAH i can still feel emotion even if
sometimes i think about suicide.

ill get by.
i believe that life has more to offer me (:

So all i have to do now.


is believe



Tuesday, 6 October 2009

This always Happends.

Why does my heart ache.
always bring me back here.
brings me back to writing about.
the same person.
EverySINGLE TIME.
why is your love most imortant to me.
if its the only one. that has ever made me cry.

i have something good.
and all i can think about is the
past one i loved.
i cant fall out of love with someone i loved.
who i thought it would last foreverwith.
i thought we would do what we said in our talks about OUR FUTURE.
i dont want you to think of me as 'clingy' or whatever.
i want you.
ive always wanted you.
i miss you.
and i need you now!!
where are you :[

Thursday, 24 September 2009

i wish. Lots of things,
i could name 10 things i want right now,
here goes.


1. for 'you' to hold me.
2. stop being a prick.
3. a boyfriend.
4. a bit of cash.
5. a job.
6. to do better in school.
7. no homework.
8. all the albums i want.
9. my own dream bedroom.
10. for my dreams to be reality.

You meet me half way., and ill meet you half way,
everythings gonna be ok. just keep your chin up.
dont look back. unless your sure.
if your stuck. dont be afraid to shout for help.
im lost in your eyes. that i cant see you for who you really are.
i dont want to go back to reality.
because as soon as i do . i know
everything
will be the same.
so i guess. keep smiling.
turn up the volume, and keep beliving.
surround yourself
with the people you love.
and we will get through this together.
life isnt ment to be lived in fear.
so make the most of what you have got.
because, when you die. thats it .. i think x

Monday, 21 September 2009

deep.

'Gravity Eventually brings us back down'

Sunday, 20 September 2009

Thinking...

Last Night,
i lay awake.
thinking about.
  • Why We Have life.
  • what happends when we die.
  • what if nothing is ture.
  • what if
  • what if
what if!!!

the truth is i dont know.
and i dont wanna spend my life worrying.

Saturday, 19 September 2009

You can't Change Yourself.
You can Find Yourself,
But you can't change you.

You Can't Hide yourself, by wearing loads of make-up.
and covering yourface with your hair,
you can't put on clothes you dont feel right in, and
you definatly can't try and be someone who your
not.
you could try. but in the end, you would feel ashamed.

in the end. i hope you find your true self.
find everything you wanted, acomplish your goals.
face your fears

Friday, 18 September 2009

*cough, is it me Or...

Wearing your heart on your sleeve means that your feelings are there for everyone to see.

It's not a bad thing at all, it just means that you don't hide what you feel and your emotions are easy to read.

  • bullet point


cute_icons-2.png cute_icons image by babygurlc11thats cute dont you think?
Well.
i have no idea what to write anymore. surley me writing about love is boring you.
but anyway,
theres this guy. who likes a girl.
Same story.
Same line ,
Every time.

and i love you . (again)


Wednesday, 16 September 2009

Tuesday, 15 September 2009

silly drawing

\O if only my life was as simple as some
[]\ silly drawing,
/ \ But its not is it... it never is.. oh,
A Cool Site [ http://www.wordle.net/ ]
i made one, and ill show it to you tomorrow,
so yeah its not my usual blogg,
but i just wanted to share something with all you people
(even tho there are no readers)
Ok Well, Byee For Now xxx


Sunday, 13 September 2009

You can Say You don't Miss Me,

what would you change if you had the chance,
to change anything would you?, would you become
a better person or end up as the same.

would you change a part of your life,

Would You Change A Feture.

Or something you have regreted,

would you fix everything?

Anywayss....

' im just calling to let you know i care'
'dont forget to catch me if i fall'
'words can never replace feelings'
'you were my everything'
'behind this smile, is everything you can not understand'
or somethings like
' i need you'
'i miss you'
'i love you'
could be something like,.
'it hurts to see you with her'
'i close my eyes and all i see is you'


The Rain (2)

Its Crazy,

ive always wanted to sit in the pouring rain,
just sit there and let the rain soke in,
let out my tears, and just sit there.
doing nothing, but thinking,
Listening to your music,
and wearing one of your coats.

No need to read...
(8) oh boy these nights are dull,

I wish that i could spend them with you
I'm looking at this wall
Repeating "boy i love you"
Just take your pick
They're all the same
These things that you are telling me
can't really show me how you feel
I'm breaking down
I'm falling down
But now I'm breathing
And now I am scared to move
Don't listen to a word I tell you
Just take me by my hand
And I swear I'll make this up to you
So now you want me to fix everything
But baby theres so much and so little time to
Replace the things I've broken
Ripped apart, and thrown away
You can say that you don't miss me
I think about you every day

Oh come on boy
There's so much to say
So instead of kidding everybody
How bout you try your tricks on me
on me.


So now you want me to fix everything
But baby theres so much and so little time to
Replace the things I've broken
Ripped apart, and thrown away
You can say that you don't miss me
I think about you every day

Oh...
Oh,
Do you know
How this feels to see your face when I close my eyes
Bet you know
How it feels to be the only thing that matters now

So now you want me to fix everything
But baby theres so much and so little time to
Replace the things I've broken
Ripped apart, and thrown away
You can say that you don't miss me
I think about you every day

So now you want me to fix everything
But baby theres so much and so little time to
Replace the things I've broken
Ripped apart, and thrown away
You can say that you don't miss me
I think about you every day
(8)


Saturday, 12 September 2009

Love makes you overreact D:

I Overreacted, you do still love me,

(:
Yes Im Verry Stupid,

Wednesday, 9 September 2009

i don't know what to think anymore.

as you can probably tell this what i am writing
on this blank screen now is clearly about you,
im not dennying the fact i miss you so much,
all i can do is write about you.

Regardless what they have all said,
i know there has to be some reason for
you too loose touch.

people say im making up excuses for you,
maybe i am, but i love you too much to see
the truth, the truth might be you have stopped,
loving me.

i remember everylittle detail of us,
we were so perfect. well i thought we were.
i remeber the first time you,
saw me, seeing you,
called me beautiful,
said "i love you"
Said "i love you more"
made a heart with your hands,
made mine and your cheeks hurt,
stayed on the phone til the next day,
stopped me from crying.
made plans to meet,
had our song,
you sang to me,
shared icons,
signed my guestbook,
our first msn chat,
our first phone call,
your fist text to me,
the cute texts you send me,
are games of truth or dares,
what you wore,
had our first little fall out,
but no matter what..

i pray that we last forever,
never let anything come between us
keep this going,
because the truth is connor,
i love you.
more than you know,
i find myself smiling more.
i find my self loving you more
each day, never let my love slip away,

your nan said, young love brings a tear to her eye.
well your love brings a tear to mine,

i guess all thats left to say is

i love you xxxxxx

Sunday, 6 September 2009

Waiting,..

wether its just a 1 hour wait or a 4 year wait,
it takes the same amout of wait for either,
waiting for love is crazy, and the biggest,
and most annoying thing to wait for..
im constantly waiting, waiting for you,
but you never know, you just carry on with
your own life, you forget me, forget about us,


should i leave it ?

living your life, in constant wait, is the worst thing
you can actually do with your life,

so don't wait. just live your life.
don't live in yesterday, never live in tomorrow.
live in today <3

i sound so stupid (: but i don't care <3

You Confuse me ..

i had to change to a depressing song to get tis...
You say, You 'Love' Me,
then ignore me, and like someone else
i have made enough excusses for you,
you and me, we talk, but i never know,
if your talking about me, or talking about,
her.
i know its confusing, how someone can like
more than one person, at a time.
and you never know who too choose,
or why you choose them, you just know,
that you love too many people. and
they love you back, but you feel like,
how can you only choose one.

ok so non of this makes scence.
you need a brain like mine,
to get what im on about,
i would over read this, and change a few things,
but, im not in the mood, im just confused (: xxx

Saturday, 5 September 2009

Another Year Older..

So I'm 14 Now.
And, People are asking 'So. How does it feel to be 14?'
and i'm like, the same as it feels to be thirteen, just one thing,
i was used to being 13 but nnow im 14, before i know it ill be 16.
truth is.

i dont wanna grow
up
Come on, i don't even know what i wanna be!!
and i'm scared, but excited,

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So many things to do, and i have this small life to do it, so
i best Start NOW

Monday, 27 July 2009

Love Sorry,


The most spectacular,indescribable, deep euphoric feeling for someone.

Love is an incredibly powerful word. When you're in love, you always want to be together, and when you're not, you're thinking about being together because you need that person and without them your life is incomplete.

This love is unconditional affection with no limits or conditions: completely loving someone. It's when you trust the other with your life and when you would do anything for each other. When you love someone you want nothing more than for them to be truly happy no matter what it takes because that's how much you care about them and because their needs come before your own. You hide nothing of yourself and can tell the other anything because you know they accept you just the way you are and vice versa.

It's when they're the last thing you think about before you go to sleep and when they're the first thing you think of when you wake up, the feeling that warms your heart and leaves you overcome by a feeling of serenity. Love involves wanting to show your affection and/or devotion to each other. It's the smile on your face you get when you're thinking about them and miss them.

Love can make you do anything and sacrifice for what will be better in the end. Love is intense,and passionate. Everything seems brighter, happier and more wonderful when you're in love. If you find it, don't let it go.
One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life:

That word is love.

You wish,

You spend all of your life,
wishing you were some one else,
you wish you had those clothes,
you wish you had that hair,
you wish you were that person,
you wish you has their smile,
you wish you had their look,
you wish and you wish and you wish,
and nothing works,
you spend all of your life waiting,
and yet you know this won't happen,
you finaly realize wishing isn't enough,
you have to be who you are, and who you want to be,
not who they want you to be,
i wish i was like someone,
i wish i had their clothes,
their hair, i wish i were them,
then i think, wait no,
im fine, i think

this is leading no were.

Show the world your smile,
show the world your face,
Let them know your name,
and be yourself <3
thats who i need to be,
Byeeee? x x

Sunday, 26 July 2009

Lyrics 2

The Perfect Measure - Take My Hand


I know that song makes you think of him.
And it tears me to know that you still might go back again.
Please hear me calling you.
I want you to know that its true,
I can't live without you.

So take my hand, may i have this last dance.
Cuz its raining outside and we don't live forever,
So take my hand.

Give me your heart girl i will keep it safe and sound.
I promise i will never let it hit the ground.
I'll keep it all patched up so you will finally see.
That me and you girl we were always meant to be.

So take my hand, may i have this last dance.
Cuz its raining outside and we don't live forever,
So take my hand.

And I know it may be hard to get through,
but baby go where you heart tells you to.
And now there's only one thing left to say,
Is that you truly make my day.
So give yourself a smile,
for doing what you've done.
I know he tore your heart into pieces.
but girl i;ll fix it up if you want.

So take my hand, may i have this last dance.
Cuz its raining outside and we don't live forever,
So take my hand.

Q u o t e s?

Random eh?
Ready..

?My tears run down like razorblades, & no im not the one to blame it's you or is it me? & all the words we never say come out and now we're all ashamed, & Theres no sense in playing games, when you've done all you can do, But now its over, its over, why is it over? We had the chance to make it now its over, its over, it cant be over, I wish that i could take it back, But its over, i lose myself in all these fights, i lose my sense of wrong and right, i cry, i cry
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?Shaking from the pain thats in my head, i just wanna crawl into my bed, & throw away the life i led, But i wont let it die, but i wont let it die, But its over, its over, why is it over? We had the chance to make it now its over, its over, it can't be over, I wish that i could take it back, Im falling apart, im falling apart, Dont say this wont last forever, Your breaking my heart, your breaking my heart, Dont tell me that we will never be together
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Some say holding on is what makes you strong;
But sometimes it takes much more strength to just let go and move on.
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?Pull my strings just for a thrill, & i know i'll be okay, though my skies are turning gray, turning gray, I will never let you fall, i will stand up with you forever, Ill be there for you through it all, even if saving you send me to heaven, I will never let you fall, ill stand up with you forever, Ill be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven.
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?Let your waves crash down on me & take me away, yeah, There's a piece of you that's here with me, It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see When I sleep, I dream & it gets me by, I can make believe that you're here tonight, That you're here tonight, If I could find you now, Things would get better
We could leave this town, & run forever, I know somewhere, somehow, we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me,
& take me away, yeah
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You never know how strong you are
Until being strong is the only choice you have.?
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I dont know why we all hang on to something we're better off letting go. Its like were scared to lose what we really dont even have. Some of us say we'd rather have something than nothing at all, But the truth is to have something halfway is harder than not having it at all.
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Promises mean everything;
But once there broken,
sorry means nothing.
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Im the type of girl that can be so hurt ;
But can still look at you & smile.
The type of girl who is willing to brighten up you're day even when i can't brighten up my own.
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?Theres a place off Ocean Avenue, Where i used to sit and talk with you, We were both 16, & it felt so right sleepin' all day, Staying up all Night, Stayin' up all night, There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street, We would walk on the beach in our bare feet,
We were both 18, and it felt so right, Sleeping all day, staying up all night, Staying up all night, If I could find you now things would get better, We could leave this town, & run forever
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?& Stars are falling all for us, Days grow longer, & nights grow shorter, i can show you ill be the one, I will never let you fall, let you fall, ill stand up with you forever, Ill be there for you through it all, Through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven, Cause your my, your my, my-ey-ey-ey, My true love, My whole heart, please dont throw that away, Cause im here for you, Please don't walk away, & please tell me you'll stay here, Stay,Use me as you will
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I forgive;
But i dont forget.
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You can say anything about me cause' i'm what i am; Somthing you could never be.
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I understand girls talk behind my back;
Im real and that's somthing they lack.
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?When i see your smile, Tears run down my face, I cant replace, & Now that im stronger, I have figured out, How this world turns cold, & It breaks through my soul, & I know ill find deep inside me, i can be the one, I will never let you fall, let you fall, ill stand up with you forever, Ill be there for you through it all, through it all, Even if saving you sends me to heaven, Its okay, its okay, its okay-ay-ay-ay, Seasons are changing, & waves are crashing
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?I remember the look in your eyes, When I told you that this was goodbye
You were begging me not tonight, Not here,
Not now, We're looking up at the same night sky, & keep pretending the sun will not rise
We'll be together for one more night, Somewhere, somehow, If I could find you now, Things would get better, We could leave this town, And run forever, I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together.
Let your waves crash down on me,
& take me away,yeah.
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?We could be over & over, we could be forever, Im falling apart, im falling apart, Dont say this wont last forever, Your breaking my heart, your breaking my heart, Dont tell me that we will never be together, we could be over & over, we could be forever, It's not over, Its not over, Its not over, unless you let it take you, Its not over, its not over, Its not over, unless you let it take you.
I believe that everything happens for a reason, People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can learn to appreciate them when there right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
A promise; is a promise,
That's what they all say,
Welcome to reality hunny;
There broken everyday.
Some say holding on is what makes you strong;
But sometimes it takes much more strength to just let go and move on.
Everyone see's who i appear to be;
But only a few know the real me,
You can only see what i choose to show;
there's so much more you just don't know.
Promises mean everything;
But once there broken,
sorry means nothing.
i'm a dinosawr; so like;
rawr and stuff. :)
I dont know why we all hang on to something we're better off letting go. Its like were scared to lose what we really dont even have. Some of us say we'd rather have something than nothing at all, But the truth is to have something halfway is harder than not having it at all.
I understand girls talk behind my back;
Im real and that's somthing they lack.
Im the type of girl who will;
bust out laughing in dead silence because of something that happened yesterday(:.
Im the type of girl that can be so hurt ;
But can still look at you & smile.
The type of girl who is willing to brighten up you're day even when i can't brighten up my own.
I forgive;
But i dont forget.
You can say anything about me cause' i'm what i am; Somthing you could never be.

lyrics?

Let's get out of this ghost town
The years almost over now baby
The scent of your long blonde hair
It tunes out the midnight air
And we watch over lights
As we drive out of sight
You're sitting by my side, all mine

Then the clock strikes midnight
Then you look into my eyes
And then you say
Your smile
Your kiss
Your touch
I'll never get enough
It's all i ever i wanted
And babe you're all i wanted

Then the car broke down
And all the gas ran out
So we layed on the hood
Looking at the stars
And all those city lights
Baby they don't shine as bright
As your eyes on this starlit night

Then the clock strikes midnight
Then you look into my eyes
And then you say, you say
Your smile
Your kiss
Your touch
I'll never get enough
It's all i ever wanted
And babe you're all i wanted, i wanted

Your smile
Your kiss
Your touch
I'll never get enough
It's all i ever wanted
Cause babe you're all i wanted
(i wanted, i wanted, i wanted, i wanted, i wanted)

Cause babe you're all i wanted

Music && Dreaming,

they are both amazing things,
a song can capture any emotion,
a dream can get you away from the real world,
into something you know wont happen but
you really want it to,
and you never what that dream to end.
Argh.
i hate arguements,
but i love your smile,
and i can't get enough,
sorry that song was playing <3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q2lelLrKYmo&feature=channel

Always Look Before You Leap - 100 Years is Forever


100 years is forever,
so is 3 <3

Ryan?

started off,
ranom kids,
-Waves, you didn't think i'd write a blog about you
did you?
Yeah, your 14, yeah you are retarded,
you do repeat your self,
but, you are funn and cool (:
you look cute, i can't belive i
argh i dont wanna say it...
but i will, Pfft sorry, but i kinda fel for you XD
but hey, we have had our fall outs,
our music extange,
and heres something you said about love,
Ryan... says:
This is why i never get involved with love
You cant be hurt by it if you dont have it
WOW THATS GOOD
Ryan... says:
Thats a really good phrase
o.o
Ryan... says:
Yeah once
Hurt by it
NEver went back
Simple
;D
Ryan... says:
Well if you class hurt as
Being tripped up by her
Gravel in your face (Literally)
And everyone laughing
Ryan... says:
Then yeah it hurt a little
Cause i dumped her
Shes like a girl who dumps the boys
Not the other way round
She couldnt take it
Mhmm, thats Ryan,
i guess i like you, but friend wise ok (:
Love you xD Bye?

Friday, 24 July 2009

Thinking, is a hard thing for a girl to do,

Think,
Think,
Think
Think
Think,

told you it was hard, if you have nothing to think about,
what are you actually thinking about, are you thinking about,
what you are thinking about, or is your mind locked on one thing,
Hmmm,
Well i have some amazing lyrics to give you,

here goes

http://www.mp3boo.com/cover-album/Coverf4sdfsdf.jpg vannila twilite <3

The stars lean down to kiss you
And i lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Cause i'll doze off safe and soundly
But i'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you, dear
Cause i wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till i look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though i haven't slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when
I think of you i don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone

As many times as i blink
I'll think of you tonight
(tonight, tonight, tonight...)

I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And i'll forget the world that i knew
But i swear i won't forget you
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear:
"oh darling i wish you were here"

Pffft, People ..

im not saying "i dont like you" because the truth is
i do like you, i guess im just to afraid to admit it,
if you read this blog, you wouldn't know i was talking
about you, unless, you really kinda in anyway possible
"liked" me too, but thats not ever gonna happen is it?
No didn't think so, i mean, who would like me, especialy you?
you probly would have EVER liked me anyway,
AHHH why am i hung up on you,

having someone and liking someone else,
makes you a bad person,
well thats not me, because i have him, and
have to wait a while , but the wait is worth ever second,

i mean, if i had one wish, it would to be with you,
so forget all that stuff i said before, about you not liking me,
bcause i know you do, you told me you did,
and you also told me you loved me,
im the reason you breath,
im your weed, im you life,
you love me more than the most important person in the world to you,
my lve could never top that,
seriously,
but i do love you,
SO MUCH <3
i think about you everyday

http://www.istockphoto.com/file_thumbview_approve/650090/2/istockphoto_650090-man-woman-holding-hands.jpg


i wanna be with you,
but you live far away,
but 3 years time,

just you wait, xx


Saturday, 18 July 2009

T h e R a i n,

The Rain,
Yeppp Its Wet, Seriously, I Got DRENCHED!
Big Lorrys, Busses, Cars.
all drove past, AND SPLASH,
what an amazing last day of school,
When i go back, im in year nine, and i think i will work hard!
(H o p e f u l l y.)
-Yawn.

People say, they love the rain, because no one can see you cry,
but they can, Deep Down,

Pic Of The Day..

http://www.madphotoworld.com/2008/06/19/An-Evening-With-Rain-In-New-York-Large.jpg
Sweet isnt it?

Online dating?

Hmmmm:/ Not again?


Thursday, 16 July 2009

I Typed "Love" Into Google,

I have been in and out of love, Many of times,
and I think it will happen, again and Again.
Until one day I will find the one, The Only one.
In these 13 years i've been alive, iv'e found that,
Love, is Stronger than hate.

I Like this picture,
it shows how simple, love can be.

http://images-0.redbubble.net/img/art/size:large/view:main/1766601-2-plainly-i-love-you.jpg
Love can be showed im many ways,
a simple smile,Or look, Or even a Word.
Love to me is about, wanting to spend your time with that person,
Going to sleep, hoping you will dream about that person,
Forcing your eyes open, just to sit in scilence with them,

http://www.inkycircus.com/jargon/images/2007/04/25/eye.jpg

Actually Just anything they do that makes you smile,
Thats Love, Thats how you know You Love them,