i don't know what to think anymore.

as you can probably tell this what i am writing
on this blank screen now is clearly about you,
im not dennying the fact i miss you so much,
all i can do is write about you.

Regardless what they have all said,
i know there has to be some reason for
you too loose touch.

people say im making up excuses for you,
maybe i am, but i love you too much to see
the truth, the truth might be you have stopped,
loving me.

i remember everylittle detail of us,
we were so perfect. well i thought we were.
i remeber the first time you,
saw me, seeing you,
called me beautiful,
said "i love you"
Said "i love you more"
made a heart with your hands,
made mine and your cheeks hurt,
stayed on the phone til the next day,
stopped me from crying.
made plans to meet,
had our song,
you sang to me,
shared icons,
signed my guestbook,
our first msn chat,
our first phone call,
your fist text to me,
the cute texts you send me,
are games of truth or dares,
what you wore,
had our first little fall out,
but no matter what..

i pray that we last forever,
never let anything come between us
keep this going,
because the truth is connor,
i love you.
more than you know,
i find myself smiling more.
i find my self loving you more
each day, never let my love slip away,

your nan said, young love brings a tear to her eye.
well your love brings a tear to mine,

i guess all thats left to say is

i love you xxxxxx