Need I Say Your Names

ok i know i fall in love to easily.
and i know i fall in love with more than one person at a time.
And YES. i think i do know that its never bound to happen.
and im only gonna get hurt.
and im stupid.
But i cant help the feeling off being inlove.

and im scared.
Truth is.
its my past that has lead me to feel this way.


i hate it when she says 'you wont'
and when i cant talk to her about the people online.
and when ... (more things)

Get over it.
mOVE ON
i keep being told.
HOW CAN I MOVE ON.
if the only thing i have believed in was you.


i know i can seem ungreatful too al the love im getting.
i just wish you didnt live so far away from me.
its killing me inside.
tearing up my heart
ripping it into tiny shards of glass.
so small yet so sharp.


So yeah i suffer from depression,.
So yeah i bleed.
SO YEAH i can still feel emotion even if
sometimes i think about suicide.

ill get by.
i believe that life has more to offer me (:

So all i have to do now.


is believe