It Was All False Love And Affection.
You Say 'i still love you'
but we both know that's not true.
or maybe you do, then again,
maybe not. i could keep thinking about
why you don't love me,
make up some reasons.
but the truth is,
you never will,
when you made plans.
I believed you. why did i do that to my self?

i guess i just dont living in the real world
i never will

i Can Feel The Colours Running.

i have found, that in all situations,
everything ends the same way.
i know, you will never love me.
and it will always be that way,
i have loads of love, just not from you.
that kills me.
cuts me deep.