i dont think i care anymore.

i dont want to make it seem like i care.
when i really do.

i dont care what you think of me
i know who i am
and nothing you can say will change that
its just
sometimes
arguments
can get out of hand
and your best friend turn against you
and your parents tell you that they hate you.
people hurt themselves
and people dont like the stuff you like
that's life get over it
i wish i could listen to myself and take my advice
i wish i could shrug it off
i do but its hard.
you know
when you feel your alone
ad life cant get any worse
well it can
you just need to realize
there is more to life than what you think.
i love the way you talk to me,
make it seem like you care.
but we both know
its an act.

a stupid act
just waiting
for you
to break out.
and throw a chair.
:l


i dont know what to write anymore
i dont know what to do anymore
i just honestly
dont care anymore.