I never used to be.

the girl who cried at the drop of a hat.
i was stong,
now im weak -.-
i hate this.

Do Better,

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qHKZK6tZiEU

Im Not, Ever.

Its not that i don't want to be happy,
its when i try. i realize its not going to change anything//

death.

Im afraid of dying. but some times,
it seems like the easiest thing.

Please?

to charlotte 
 

i know leaving you.

didnt affect you, it affected me. Alot.

and now.

that you have no me,

you are happier than ever.

and that kills me inside.


i have to admit, you were the bestest friend i ever had.
and now, im alone. 
because You Dont Care, And Im Not Stupid.




all the times i cried. they were the times, you hurt me  without knowing.

When i'm with you,

I'll make every second count.