ok, i'll stop.

ive been sitting here for about 2 hours, reading our first chat loggs,
i really miss you.

i have to look at your pages,
cause it still says that you love me.

ok, matt.
i can't control your feelings, but just know that im sorry.
i never wanted to make you feel so..
im sorry, i love you. i can't help. your just so amazing,
everytime i think of you, you pushed me through,

and now here i am
with all my heart.

you brought me closer to who i am,
i want the world to see what you mean to me,

you saved me,
7th October, 09

what we had, what we still have,
i don't want to cry anymore.
i want you, to take my hand, and tell me you love me.

my tears are falling so fast.
i know you can't help not loving me,
but please just remember how many times we have just stared at each other and smiled.
how much we have gone through together,
please please please please don't throw it away.

i really need you, i love you. :'(

please.

'you will get over it'
i dont want to.

i have cried, non stop.

i don't want anyone, appart from you.

YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING!!

forever always. peace and love.
please just say you love me. i know you do.

i can't do it.
i love you.

thats hard ''/

im going to have to get over you.

you said, you said alot of things. ''/

you said i made you happy?

i would tell you everything you want to hear?

i need a shower, cause then i can go back

my mum doesn't like my dad does she.

TAYLER. shut the fuck up. he is never going to love you.

i guess you weren't meant to be loved. by anyone.

you are a faggit and no one likes you.

i want to talk to you. ''/

i just want you back,
i can't do it.
i can't go on without you.

matt, i can't do this without you.
you promised forever :'[

i miss you so much.