i am crying,, again.
STOP IT TAYLER.
YOUR KILLING YOURSELF.

i can't stop looking at your pictures. and our old comvosations.

i need this blogg.
*undeletes.

im going to delete me blogger.

the same old shit.
different day.

i am not writing for you to read this.
i am writing because it seems like this blogg is the only one who cares.

i just wish all these feelings would go away.
and everything would be fine.
its not that easy.
i wanted to make sure you were okay last night.
look after you.
but you pushed me away :|
now i don't know what to do.

1.stop blogging about you and let go.
2.drop everything.
3. act like i am fine, with everything.

this is so messed up.
all i need to know is
do you love me?
do you actually care.
or are you just pretending to keep me alive.