i'm

incomplete.

My Heart.

Aches.

when the blood dries in my veins.

and my heart feels no more pain.
i know ill be on my way.
to heavens door.

and i know when i knock.
ill be hoping i dont drop,
to a place where i will rot.


Please dont drag me away from heavens door.

when my heart stops beating and my lungs stop breathin in air.

when my eyes stop blinking and my mind stops thinking.

i know im at the end.

i can see the tears in your eyes.

its hard looking at someone and seeing inside. the person they used to be.

i can see the tears in your eyes.

its hard looking at someone and seeing inside. the person they used to be.

we only have one life.

tomorrow is a new day.

a new day,
another day.
another day of being me. another day of wanting to be something else.




another new day. 
thats the same, 
as any other day.