i wish. Lots of things,
i could name 10 things i want right now,
here goes.

1. for 'you' to hold me.
2. stop being a prick.
3. a boyfriend.
4. a bit of cash.
5. a job.
6. to do better in school.
7. no homework.
8. all the albums i want.
9. my own dream bedroom.
10. for my dreams to be reality.

You meet me half way., and ill meet you half way,
everythings gonna be ok. just keep your chin up.
dont look back. unless your sure.
if your stuck. dont be afraid to shout for help.
im lost in your eyes. that i cant see you for who you really are.
i dont want to go back to reality.
because as soon as i do . i know
everything
will be the same.
so i guess. keep smiling.
turn up the volume, and keep beliving.
surround yourself
with the people you love.
and we will get through this together.
life isnt ment to be lived in fear.
so make the most of what you have got.
because, when you die. thats it .. i think x

deep.

'Gravity Eventually brings us back down'

Thinking...

Last Night,
i lay awake.
thinking about.

• Why We Have life.
• what happends when we die.
• what if nothing is ture.
• what if
  
• what if

what if!!!

the truth is i dont know.
and i dont wanna spend my life worrying.

You can't Change Yourself.
You can Find Yourself,
But you can't change you.

You Can't Hide yourself, by wearing loads of make-up.
and covering yourface with your hair,
you can't put on clothes you dont feel right in, and
you definatly can't try and be someone who your
not.
you could try. but in the end, you would feel ashamed.

in the end. i hope you find your true self.
find everything you wanted, acomplish your goals.
face your fears

*cough, is it me Or...

Wearing your heart on your sleeve means that your feelings are there for everyone to see.

It's not a bad thing at all, it just means that you don't hide what you feel and your emotions are easy to read.

• bullet point

thats cute dont you think?
Well.
i have no idea what to write anymore. surley me writing about love is boring you.
but anyway,
theres this guy. who likes a girl.
Same story.
Same line ,
Every time.

and i love you . (again)

No more bloggs... FOR A WEEK

-Cries.
Stuffs Going On At home

silly drawing

\O if only my life was as simple as some
[]\ silly drawing,
/ \ But its not is it... it never is.. oh,
A Cool Site [ http://www.wordle.net/ ]
i made one, and ill show it to you tomorrow,
so yeah its not my usual blogg,
but i just wanted to share something with all you people
(even tho there are no readers)
Ok Well, Byee For Now xxx

You can Say You don't Miss Me,

what would you change if you had the chance,
to change anything would you?, would you become
a better person or end up as the same.

would you change a part of your life,

Would You Change A Feture.

Or something you have regreted,

would you fix everything?

Anywayss....

' im just calling to let you know i care'
'dont forget to catch me if i fall'
'words can never replace feelings'
'you were my everything'
'behind this smile, is everything you can not understand'
or somethings like
' i need you'
'i miss you'
'i love you'
could be something like,.
'it hurts to see you with her'
'i close my eyes and all i see is you'

The Rain (2)

Its Crazy,

ive always wanted to sit in the pouring rain,
just sit there and let the rain soke in,
let out my tears, and just sit there.
doing nothing, but thinking,
Listening to your music,
and wearing one of your coats.

No need to read...
(8) oh boy these nights are dull,
I wish that i could spend them with you
I'm looking at this wall
Repeating "boy i love you"
Just take your pick
They're all the same
These things that you are telling me
can't really show me how you feel
I'm breaking down
I'm falling down
But now I'm breathing
And now I am scared to move
Don't listen to a word I tell you
Just take me by my hand
And I swear I'll make this up to you
So now you want me to fix everything
But baby theres so much and so little time to
Replace the things I've broken
Ripped apart, and thrown away
You can say that you don't miss me
I think about you every day

Oh come on boy
There's so much to say
So instead of kidding everybody
How bout you try your tricks on me
on me.


So now you want me to fix everything
But baby theres so much and so little time to
Replace the things I've broken
Ripped apart, and thrown away
You can say that you don't miss me
I think about you every day

Oh...
Oh,
Do you know
How this feels to see your face when I close my eyes
Bet you know
How it feels to be the only thing that matters now

So now you want me to fix everything
But baby theres so much and so little time to
Replace the things I've broken
Ripped apart, and thrown away
You can say that you don't miss me
I think about you every day

So now you want me to fix everything
But baby theres so much and so little time to
Replace the things I've broken
Ripped apart, and thrown away
You can say that you don't miss me
I think about you every day (8)

Love makes you overreact D:

I Overreacted, you do still love me,

(:
Yes Im Verry Stupid,

i don't know what to think anymore.

as you can probably tell this what i am writing
on this blank screen now is clearly about you,
im not dennying the fact i miss you so much,
all i can do is write about you.

Regardless what they have all said,
i know there has to be some reason for
you too loose touch.

people say im making up excuses for you,
maybe i am, but i love you too much to see
the truth, the truth might be you have stopped,
loving me.

i remember everylittle detail of us,
we were so perfect. well i thought we were.
i remeber the first time you,
saw me, seeing you,
called me beautiful,
said "i love you"
Said "i love you more"
made a heart with your hands,
made mine and your cheeks hurt,
stayed on the phone til the next day,
stopped me from crying.
made plans to meet,
had our song,
you sang to me,
shared icons,
signed my guestbook,
our first msn chat,
our first phone call,
your fist text to me,
the cute texts you send me,
are games of truth or dares,
what you wore,
had our first little fall out,
but no matter what..

i pray that we last forever,
never let anything come between us
keep this going,
because the truth is connor,
i love you.
more than you know,
i find myself smiling more.
i find my self loving you more
each day, never let my love slip away,

your nan said, young love brings a tear to her eye.
well your love brings a tear to mine,

i guess all thats left to say is

i love you xxxxxx

Waiting,..

wether its just a 1 hour wait or a 4 year wait,
it takes the same amout of wait for either,
waiting for love is crazy, and the biggest,
and most annoying thing to wait for..
im constantly waiting, waiting for you,
but you never know, you just carry on with
your own life, you forget me, forget about us,


should i leave it ?

living your life, in constant wait, is the worst thing
you can actually do with your life,

so don't wait. just live your life.
don't live in yesterday, never live in tomorrow.
live in today <3

i sound so stupid (: but i don't care <3

You Confuse me ..

i had to change to a depressing song to get tis...
You say, You 'Love' Me,
then ignore me, and like someone else
i have made enough excusses for you,
you and me, we talk, but i never know,
if your talking about me, or talking about,
her.
i know its confusing, how someone can like
more than one person, at a time.
and you never know who too choose,
or why you choose them, you just know,
that you love too many people. and
they love you back, but you feel like,
how can you only choose one.

ok so non of this makes scence.
you need a brain like mine,
to get what im on about,
i would over read this, and change a few things,
but, im not in the mood, im just confused (: xxx

Another Year Older..

So I'm 14 Now.
And, People are asking 'So. How does it feel to be 14?'
and i'm like, the same as it feels to be thirteen, just one thing,
i was used to being 13 but nnow im 14, before i know it ill be 16.
truth is.
i dont wanna grow up
Come on, i don't even know what i wanna be!!
and i'm scared, but excited,



So many things to do, and i have this small life to do it, so
i best Start NOW