ok, matt.
i can't control your feelings, but just know that im sorry.
i never wanted to make you feel so..
im sorry, i love you. i can't help. your just so amazing,
everytime i think of you, you pushed me through,

and now here i am
with all my heart.

you brought me closer to who i am,
i want the world to see what you mean to me,

you saved me,
7th October, 09

what we had, what we still have,
i don't want to cry anymore.
i want you, to take my hand, and tell me you love me.

my tears are falling so fast.
i know you can't help not loving me,
but please just remember how many times we have just stared at each other and smiled.
how much we have gone through together,
please please please please don't throw it away.

i really need you, i love you. :'(

please.