i haven't wrote in a while

im just a bit lazy.
too much has happend.
too much crying.
too many faults.

Argh.
WHAT NOW?

love the lyrics reminds me of you

Skillet-Last night
You come to me with scars on your wrist
You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this
I just came to say goodbye
I didn't want you to see me cry, I'm fine
But I know it's a lie

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything You need me to be

i dont think i care anymore.

i dont want to make it seem like i care.
when i really do.

i dont care what you think of me
i know who i am
and nothing you can say will change that
its just
sometimes
arguments
can get out of hand
and your best friend turn against you
and your parents tell you that they hate you.
people hurt themselves
and people dont like the stuff you like
that's life get over it
i wish i could listen to myself and take my advice
i wish i could shrug it off
i do but its hard.
you know
when you feel your alone
ad life cant get any worse
well it can
you just need to realize
there is more to life than what you think.
i love the way you talk to me,
make it seem like you care.
but we both know
its an act.

a stupid act
just waiting
for you
to break out.
and throw a chair.
:l


i dont know what to write anymore
i dont know what to do anymore
i just honestly
dont care anymore.

I was bored in science and wrote this.

-gets it out of bag.
-Starts Typing.

its not until then you realise
your true feelings for someone
i choose to tell you i love you
and you chose to accept my
love and give me alot of your
love in return. now im complete.

Love,
it hits you hard.

Music is in my mind body and soal

life is like a song

and you fake a smile for
those to see, so they wont
make a fuss over you and
pretend they care even tho
you know they dont

i hate two faced people.
sure the truth hurts
but lies hurt more.

i have said what i have to say
so whats your excuse now?

dont worry.
i dont care what you think
(tho inside i do a bit.)

i want to hold your hand forever kay? ^D^

One.
Two
Many
times.

Hacked. 15.12.09 - 11:15pm :)

i love you :)

from.... blogging in blue.

Its Strange Right,

i know i've never met you,
i know i've never seen you face to face,

Loving You Hurts,
only cause your not here to love

-Cry

ERGH :@

<333

just in case they're wondering
they've got us pinned terribly
they don't believe our love is real
cause they don't know how real love feels
you should know, its true, just now the part about my
love for you and how my hearts about to
bust into the thousand pieces so it
must be true and they'll believe us too soon
they may say some awful things
but there's not point in listening
your words are the only words
that I believe in afterwards baby,
its fact our love is truethe way black is black and blue is just blue
my love is true, its a matter of factand you love me too, its as simple as that

And Then You Realise Things.

Sometimes, things make you think.
About what your about,
What Your Worth,
Why Your Here.

and when you think about them things,
you waste moments,
moments you will never get back.

ever (:

The Girl I Used To Be.

Shes Gone Now. Never To Return. Ever

Sorry, but its TRUE.

At Least is the truth.
My Love life, = Fucked up Mhm.

i HATE it when i say, ' i love you' and you say 'ily2' that there
means NOTHING to me. makes me think you dont love me.
its not hard to write, i love you too, is it?
being in love isnt ment to be hard.
someone said ' shes worth the wait' so i wasn't?
some people confuse me and act different
to the way you want them to,
so face it, you cant be spoilt, but if you not happy leave it?

This is me.

This is me. All of those things people places and ideas create me. build me into an individual, who are you. im tayler Hart-Bryan and no one will ever change that (: