Maybe if..

You Actually listend. and cared. i wouldn't have to write bloggs

think about it like that...

-wants.

https://www.districtlines.com/checkout

http://images.asos.com/inv/V/75/745/772541/Multi/image1l.jpg

http://images.asos.com/inv/V/75/745/772541/Multi/image1l.jpg

http://images.asos.com/inv/U/75/745/692717/WhiteBlueYellow/image1l.jpg

http://www.supaprice.co.uk/p/result.jsp?q=3/4+raglan+shirt

i have lost interest in this.
Sadly.

My Mum Can't Cope Anymore.

*i hate being sad
*it feels like
*my whole bodys being sucked into a black whole

not like your gonna have a look

http://ihatetomoanbut.tumblr.com/

i'm moving,
to Tumbr.

i'm sorry for being me.


tbh i dont want to feel like this anymore.

i need someone to talk to.
i'm scared of my own reflection.
i'm scared of death.
i'm scared of loosing you.
i'm scared of rejection.
i'm scared of live.

now i'm scared to carry on with life.

i'm Scared that at night. you will forget me.
that the next day you wake up and your gonna think.
what was i thinking. your gonna realise the mistake that you made.
that you don't love me.

different/

MLIK.



ROCKS OUT*

*JUMPS ABOUT*
#

-thinks

Hey
Hey
Hey
NO NO NO DON'T SPAM >;l
STOP IT
*SMILES*

And I can't help but cry every night,
When I'm weak & you're not by my side

you try your hardest. and the hardest part is trying.

you try your hardest. and the hardest part is trying.

i dress like you and get called emo.

i could take the easy option and just give in.

am i really the weird?

no im not ok im crying.

mmm it hurts my heart.

its not fair.
i have to see you making plans with them
when i can't be with you.
even tho we both know how much i wanna be with you.

that surprisingly hurts.

you have never been this bad before.

i don't know what to do
or say to you..
i need you to be strong.

i got your card in the post.
i couldn't stop smiling.
i keep reading it.
and having the biggest smile.
that little piece of paper is hanging on my wall.

<3 Just wanted you to know.

since when did 'mhm'
mean yes for me.

you have changed too much :'[

im scrared.
of what you want me to do.
but im trying to do it.
just for you.
cause i DO love you <3

saay no.

that day you left me, i thought my life was over,
but iv'e realised it was the beginning,

i still can't believe i got over you.
but i did.
now i find it hard to believe i ever loved you.

:'[

i need to stop crying.

i can't keep doing this.

everyone hates me now anyway.

ima give up.

should i go for it?

a looser can win whenever they want to.

Our Father, who art in heaven
hallowed be thy Name,
thy kingdom come,
thy will be done,
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread
And forgive us our trespasses,
as we forgive those
who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil.
For thine is the kingdom,
and the power, and the glory,
for ever and ever.
Amen.

✖ Valentines ✖ Day ✖

i refuse to go out. 
i mean, what makes this day special without you.
ergh, i need you.

i cant keep doing this.

you left me.

wondering why.

i see.

the old me some times.
it sickens me

i Love You.

How many times will the clock go around
How many times can my hands hit the ground
How many coffins before theres a crown
How far will I fall til the alarm sounds

How come you love me when I am ugly
Guess I can only hope

CHORUS
Give me a second go,
Dont let me go alone
You saw me at the worst,
You caught me falling first
All I wanted to know,
Give me a second go

No matter the weather theres never a break
Conquer a ladder then slip on a snake
Cried til my river turned into a lake
And Im wondering now before its too late

How come you save me when I am angry
Reasons Ill never know

CHORUS

One to five Im half alive, six to nine Im out of line
Ten to twelve Im not myself, by the millionth time
I cry.

i Cant Help.

But Feeling Lonely.

Help?

i need you.

dont let me take over your life.

me.

i miss you, even tho you have never been there.

 

  Marked as spi wish, you were here. Always here. 

 

Do You Care?

You Would Rather Talk To her, Than me?

We Both Know It.

This Girl Said to Me. 

Its Like we are Pretending.

i feel like im giving it my all. 

and your just throwing in the tinyest ammount.

you only get one shot.

so make it count.

i'm

incomplete.

My Heart.

Aches.

when the blood dries in my veins.

and my heart feels no more pain.
i know ill be on my way.
to heavens door.

and i know when i knock.
ill be hoping i dont drop,
to a place where i will rot.


Please dont drag me away from heavens door.

when my heart stops beating and my lungs stop breathin in air.

when my eyes stop blinking and my mind stops thinking.

i know im at the end.

i can see the tears in your eyes.

its hard looking at someone and seeing inside. the person they used to be.

i can see the tears in your eyes.

its hard looking at someone and seeing inside. the person they used to be.

we only have one life.

tomorrow is a new day.

a new day,
another day.
another day of being me. another day of wanting to be something else.




another new day. 
thats the same, 
as any other day.

Tayler: Has Just Became Forgotten.

-Moans,

WHAT WAS I THINKING :'[


It Hurts Seeing You Now.

Hmph.

No One Ever Really Cared Did They,

i nearly,

Gave Up.

i cant say.

Ergh.

truth.

i do love you.

I Need You,

You Clearly Don'tneed me, things have changed, and i can tell that you dont like me anymore. 

You,

You are gonna Stop Loving me one day ;[
when that day comes, i wont be here anymore.

most times..

i wonder why im still here.

she asked again.

why?
why dont you want to go to the party,
why dont you wear dresses,
why are you so moody, or sad all the time.




do you want to move schools?
i nodded.
she is going to get the forms,
but then i realised.
moving schools wont help me 
be happy.

Hmm

Everything Changes. 

and now i want to ask

Why?

I'm Listening to our song.

Things Dont Just Get Handed Out To you,
You have to find them.