how come?

NOTHING ever goes right?

some people..

Annoy the *BEEP* outaa me.

i dont say hate anymore?

i dislike it when my internet fucks up, and i cant talk to you

its not like.

i dont want to wear a dress, its the fact that when people say, 
you? in a dress? 
'thats not you, you dont wear dresses and skirts'
truth is id love to wear one.
i just dislike myself thats all.

Umm sorry i cant.

im not going. cause i dont look good in a dress, no thanks x

100th blogg,

sorry, i had to. :( 
i dont want to keep hurting you

Matt?

What did i do??

Thanks.

i wouldn't mind. 

if it was to my face.

but it was behind my back,

im sick of crying.

i hate crying.

no more crying..

I never used to be.

the girl who cried at the drop of a hat.
i was stong,
now im weak -.-
i hate this.

Do Better,

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qHKZK6tZiEU

Im Not, Ever.

Its not that i don't want to be happy,
its when i try. i realize its not going to change anything//

death.

Im afraid of dying. but some times,
it seems like the easiest thing.

Please?

to charlotte 
 

i know leaving you.

didnt affect you, it affected me. Alot.

and now.

that you have no me,

you are happier than ever.

and that kills me inside.


i have to admit, you were the bestest friend i ever had.
and now, im alone. 
because You Dont Care, And Im Not Stupid.




all the times i cried. they were the times, you hurt me  without knowing.

When i'm with you,

I'll make every second count.

Sorry,

For crying.

Care?

Please?

You Cant,

Be Me,
Take My Friends.
annoy Me






Any More!

You.

You Annoy Me.

MORNINNN''

''D
Smilee

Whats The Point.

You Dont Care.

Im alone.

No One to talk to.

i hate what you have become.

You are. Everything i hate now.

CONFUCKINGFUSED

:[

again.

Over.
Over.
And Over
again.

Trust me.

Trust Me,


Im Trying Not To Ruin your Life.






Sorry If I Already Have.




its just when i talk to you.
i'd rather have your full attention.

Hmm.

And i know your ignoring me, but not meaning to.




Tayler don't do this again.

Do You Want The Truth.


Or My Fake Smile?

You get Your Life Handed To You, In A Nice Package.

And You Rip It Open.

And Then Moan About Whats Inside.

Your Life.

Is Perfect.

SO WHY ARE YOU STILL MOANING ABOUT IT

Theres Always a Sick Feeling.
Like Something is Going To Go Wrong.

No title .. doesn't Deserver One.

And I'm Just thinking I Might As well Go...?


You Wouldn't Have even Noticed If I Left Forever, would You.?

:l Read Between The Lines.

i say it doesnt matter.


But it really does.

Fuck off haters and two faced people.

some people just dont know how lucky they are and theres people out there who'd die that for that.

Best friends,

'you sket get a proper boyfriend you slag'






Thanks for sticking up for me,

this is my 70th post

and yet, not one single person cares what i wrote.

i moan. alot.

i moan on this. so the others dont have to take my moaning.

i care to much about other people and never myself.

I Just Feel. That You Don't Love Me Any more.

Sorry.

STOP.

STOP TRYING TO BE ME!!!

You.

Keep Asking If Im Ok. Please

My Heart Broke.

if u say so

Random Things. Off My Mind.

' i don't want this to sound mean but i hope it will end like the others did'

one day your gonna stop thinkings its all about YOU
and for once in your perfect life. Think About me.

You Are Perfect, So Perfect.


its hard to be me, when me comes so easy to you.

I Guess What im trying to say is.

im jealous that you can be anything you want.

And i cant.

'its not fair' Quote RE Teacher.

Moving Onto A New Subject.

I Take Things You say To Seriously Even If You Dont Mean it in a mean way,

i make it seem mean :l

i just do.

Danger follows My Foot Steps.

AhaaMushroomKidd.

GetALife.com

I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK.// I NEVER HAVE

Im Writing this.

To Keep Me Saine.
To Keep Me Remembering That You Are All i Have.
To Keep Me From Belive What People Say.

Im glad I Have Someone In My Life To Talk To About Everything.

Haters.
whats the point.
Honestly.
i know people say its jealousy but seriously.
what is there to be jealous about.

i wish my mum would realize.

Sometimes i feel like no one understands. :l

You,
Your Like My Best Friend. But Your Not If You get Me?

you probably dont. but i love you so much.
we will make this last forever.

me,

i am a horrible twat.